January 9, 2010
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I am still on this New Year, turning the page mentality. I scare myself sometimes because my thoughts can become radical (radical by my definition). I continually broaden my views and that is so good; I think I am the most accepting person I have ever been. I love that part of me, but it comes with a price. While it is good that I accept all others, it leaves the door open for me to accept all things about myself, like irresponsible thoughts of abrupt changes. As liberally as I want to view the world, I have made choices in my life that have given me responsibilities and I must remind myself of that. I suppose those free floating moments of youth never really leave us, those moments when you want to harness the wind and look life in the eye without fear or intimidation (or sense). I am not being very focused with my words, but I know my thoughts are having a mid life epiphany – how cliché’. I think what I am trying to do is do what I want to do and blow caution to the wind – more clichés’. I want to not be so responsible and I want to fill my days with doing art. There I said it. That will be another goal I have for this New Year. Anyway, I had to start my day making these words public.
Stay warm and true to you,
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