Sunday, January 2, 2011

sketches of my day May 2008 - Nov 2010


January 9, 2010
You

I am so happy that it is Saturday and the winter weather is something to see from my kitchen window instead of my car windshield. It is very cold here in the Deep South, 23 and feeling like 13. These are numbers we are not accustomed to. I froze my citrus trees last night to try to ensure their lives; I hope it works. I am thankful for this cold; I love the way nature reminds us that She is in charge of this planet.






 I am still on this New Year, turning the page mentality. I scare myself sometimes because my thoughts can become radical (radical by my definition). I continually broaden my views and that is so good; I think I am the most accepting person I have ever been. I love that part of me, but it comes with a price. While it is good that I accept all others, it leaves the door open for me to accept all things about myself, like irresponsible thoughts of abrupt changes. As liberally as I want to view the world, I have made choices in my life that have given me responsibilities and I must remind myself of that. I suppose those free floating moments of youth never really leave us, those moments when you want to harness the wind and look life in the eye without fear or intimidation (or sense). I am not being very focused with my words, but I know my thoughts are having a mid life epiphany – how cliché’. I think what I am trying to do is do what I want to do and blow caution to the wind – more clichés’. I want to not be so responsible and I want to fill my days with doing art. There I said it. That will be another goal I have for this New Year. Anyway, I had to start my day making these words public.
Stay warm and true to you,
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